wait. what?

Things i love about *you*:

* the way you hold me tight when we kiss

* when you laugh

* how safe you make me feel when i'm around you..you're my superman =)

* when we were walking to your house and you were mad at me..i was walking on the outside part of the sidewalk where the traffic was and you pulled me inside and said "if anything was to happen i'd rather it be me than u"

* that one time (long time ago) when i was holding my geometry book and u took it out of my hands and held it for me, i dont think you'll ever get how much that meant to me because NO ONE has ever done something chivalrous like that for me before

* i love the fact that you are the first person i ever want to run to when i feel like crapola

* i remember once when i was drifting in and out of sleep, you walked in..sat down on the edge of the bed and kissed me

* you kiss me on my forehead and nose. i love that

* last christmas when u asked me what i wanted, i was just kidding around and naming things that you could get me for christmas..i didnt think you would actually go out and get it..even the socks! haha (abercrombie sweater in red, 2 dozen roses, a teddy bear, and blue and red socks)

* remember when i "ran away"...enough said i love you.

* i get this feeling that you would do anything for me...

* i love it when we're walking sidebyside and u just randomly put your arm around me...but that was a long while ago.

Things i dont exactly love:

* how you make me feel insecure about our relationship sometimes

* i'm so diverse..and i'm a type of person thats open to EVERYTHING and it feels lik you're not...and narrowminded

* when i held ur hand, you shook me off

* i tell you that you look good..and u tell me to stop saying that...great way to make someone feel stupid

* i always tell you EVERYTHING and ANYTHING that involves the opposite sex...you tell me..zippo..would i like to know? yes..yes i would.

* you don't tell me the whole truth until i ask you for the 3rd time, when i'm upset with you..

* when i ask you questions, i hate how you say "dont worry about it" the way you say it makes it sound like you have something to hide.

* whenever i say stuff like what i just said above, you say "stuff to hide?! like what?" well dont ask me..you ask me who am i going to ask? if you're lying to me you're not going to tell me. obviously

* ergo, no trust. just tell me the truth of things that happen.

The only thing i can think of right now that i want:

* for you to tell me why u want me in your life..am i wasting my time or are you going to give me a really good reason to stay?

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Joe Ft. Nas - Get to know you

Hey.
Currently in school for the 4th hour exam. I'm supposed to be writing my story but im too lazy. being on the newspaper staff is great = )
Sigh well....let's rant. I just wanna get things off my mind. Theres no one i feel like talking too. Lets start with my future.

Future. What a word. What a meaning. I don't even know FOR sure what i'm gonna do. I know i want to do something with the medical field. Pediatrician...or maybe Pharmicist. It's better to think that I'll stay 16 forever and never have to worry about college, my future, job, money, family..etc..etc...etc............it's so crazy to think that one of these days I'll become an adult and not a little kid anymore. I'll have to do so much and it's not gonna be wonderful being an adult either i know that. but it could be....I know ive got a few college choice...UCF..FAU...or i might wanna seriously get away and go out of state. I'm like going through this crisis that i'm afraid im gonna become a screw up. What if I DONT make it even pass high school. what if as a senior...i let loose?! ahh i cant say i wont and stuff cause whatever happens happens...maybe i should just leave this alone for now..and when it comes time to really decide i will.

My relationship....
is turning into a really big hoo haa joke. I'm serious about alando. No no no...not serious like oh god i wanna marry him i wanna be with him for life i want to be his only yadda yadda...thats TOO serious. We're only 16 i think we should just date now and yeah i love him and sure i wanna be with him. But he makes me feel like i'm trying to get him to say he only wants me. thatd be great if he told me that...=)....but its ok if he doesnt. just wanna know he still feels the same thats all. Things have been going...rocky and stupid. Why he doesnt just tell me what is really on his mind instead of everytime we talk some dumb yelling happens. He was like omg where do u live not everything is perfect. Well damn i knew that...but we can get it CLOSE to perfect. its called COOPERATION. ever heard of it? sigh i just wish sometimes.....that.....i never...met him. Cause theres so many misunderstandings between us and he doesnt even seem like he gives a damn about trying to fix things. But this break thing he's got going on has really helped me realize that we could be going through something so much worst. So maybe i took him for granted too. whatev. Maybe its a phase he's going through sigh stupid phase. OH MY GOSH. Stupid.

I saw him in the hallways today with Kristen. I dont normally call people this. but that fat bitch. I can't believe Alando stood up for her during that stupid shit last night. WHAT THE HELL WAS UP WITH THAT. I guess it's a phase then. Maybe..thats the reason why he doesn't want to be with me; cause he likes..her? wtf. whatever. THEY WERE HOLDING HANDS!!!!
confession time.

it broke my heart so badly when i saw that.
i always thought i would be the one to get over him quicker. but i guess hes the one that got over me.
it really hurt to see that. what the does she have that i dont.
You know what; if he can move on so can i.

i hear tristan still really likes me.


(Great they spelled my last name in my article. and they already printed 2500 issues of it...with the last name THRUONG. people there is no damn "H"!!)

Well those are the only things im pretty much thinking about lately. I have so much more on my mind to say and write about but damn i dont even know how to say it so why try words sigh.
spring so glad thank goodddddddddddddddddddd. nj nj nj nj nj nj AA AA AA AA AA AA AA AA AA. YES. i can't wait tillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll its here! =) yeeeees

Monday is 8 MONTHS with me and Alando. BEST FEELING EVER. Knowing that your relationship is making PROGESS. =D I'm so HAPPY with him. He doesn't have to do anything special for me to be so in love with him. I'm so goofy I'm happy just knowing I'm going to see him. I can't help but keep thinking about him and what's it going to be like with us in the future..if there is an us in the future.  But there will be I KNOW it. I feel so bad when I'm having a bad day and I want to explain to him what's going on with me..but its just I'm used to keeping things to myself so it's hard to just come out and talk about it. But when I'm frustrated I supposedly look like I'm about to cry or act bitchy. But either way he ends up recieving the bad end of it all. But I can't HELP IT. I need therapy to stop that cause I don't want to stress him out over my inability to handle my own feelings. =\

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOOOOOOOVE ALANDO =D

Current Mood: lovey dovey
Current Music: Jojo - Baby it's you

Wow...hasnt it been a while since I wrote in this..thing..

Went to Texas it was hella fun me and my cousin mann...mucho funo

We watched Chainsaw Massacre...Alando said it was scary...but i didnt believe him..shit...I regret watching that bitch now...and then we watch Gothika..or as you would say it tram..gHot Tik ka haaaaaa all i can remember from that movie is the nasty ending..of how her husband turned out to be a bloody molester...sorry for ruining it for anyone that didnt watch it...*shrug*

Me and Tieena had fun too...that girl...she is TOO CRAZY...i will never EVER look at a pair of granny panties as just..REGULAR OL' NASTY granny panties..lol..

OHHH it's gonna be 6 months with me and Alando soon..yay!

2nd longest relationship but the best relationship...=)

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Usher feat. Alicia Keys- My Boo

Wow...The last entry was full of anger. Well everything is right with the world again. tOday i am MOST happy. I dont know why...Im going to Nederland to represent with my cuzfizzle (haha) on July 3rd then to DALLAS with my FAVORITE cousin EVERRRRRRRRRRR TRAM or aka GAY TRAM (haha tram's gay) I CAN NOT WAIT!

We're gonna stay up ALLLLLL night long again and talk about all the bullcrap that goes on in the world. Oh yea. And how we (me and tram) make it all better!

OoOO0o0O0o0o0o0 and I'm gonna get to meet her friends! Ohhh and we'll rape malls too! SO EXCITED! I can't contain it! Gotta go and jump and run and do cartwheels and shake my BOOOOTAAAAAAAY!!!!  @_@

WHeEeEeEEEEEEEEEEeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: Nina Sky- Move ya body

I'm baaack heyyy ^-^

Wow how long has it been?...REAL long..and it seems as though I have absolutely nothing interesting to put in here. Well we'll start with school and everything that goes along with it. Ummm...school is about to end in about or less than 2 weeks. Yay and boo..well that just means no more school. Definitely a Plus in everyway possible. But then what am I supposed to do to occupy my time until I go to A.A? OMG AND I'm sorta..ok lie..I AM confined to a house arrest? Well as far as grades goes..A in the class I do least in..Weight Lifting..what an easy A. B in W.H.H. B in English II my favorite class so far. and well...a D...BUT A HIGH ONE! in Geometry...i had a low B but I seriously seriously BOMBED my last 2 tests. I seriously gotta do good on the next 2 and gotta do ALL my homework to get a good grade again. I hate struggling for school. It's a bitch. Next is socially...well as far as friends goes...I don't really chill with no body in school that much anymore..I still say wsup to people and a little chit chat and stuff but not really hang at lunch or after school or nothing anymore. Most of the time I get for just relaxing I try to spend with my baby...=] I got people complaining though..that I'm DITCHING them or SELLING them out...uh..it's pretty hard trying to please everyone. When you hang out with them to much they say your annoying. When you don't hang out with them enough you're a sell-out..pick one people. That's pretty much all with school..Oh we had a pep rally...truth be told it was kinda...oh I don't know..gay? Except for my mascot friend..ahha he made the whole thing pretty interesting..whoo..that Wheezy Wayne..he should have his own comedy show..that man will keep you laughing 63 minutes straight.

Alando...sigh...what can I say...he's such a good guy. I seriously never thought I would stay with him this long...in like a week and a few days it'll be our 4th month together...yes I know..."Awww"...I say "Awww" everytime I think about it too.

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Method Man ft. Busta Rhymes-what's happenin'

Is this not the PERFECT song for the way I'm feeling?? *sigh* CONTENT IS I. The part where she says 'I look forward to the time that I spend with you' Is oh so true. I don't think I could've asked for a better person. To me he's got it all and....more...My baby boo. AHHAHAHAH.
He wanted me to learn more about what he's into today...cars....I took one look at the inside of the magazine and I felt like I was in a Russian 1 class for Russian Speakers. I know what it says but....what does it say?
Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando..Alando

I can go on forever. But I won't. Out of RESPECT for all you who read my journal (ahem..thao). So..What's new with me. Hmm give me a second to think...I really don't know...Nothing interesting ever happens to me. I wonder if there is anyone else out there that has a more drappy life than mine. But I gotta admit...no one can keep up with mine. And if you think of me wronged. GO FIND A FOOT TO STICK UP YOUR ASS CAUSE I GOTTA KEEP MOVING. *back to timidness* just kidding...yea right...I would NEVER say that. It's just plain mean and I am DEFINITELY not like that. WELL....unless you said something mean to me first than...ok...maybe I do have a comeback or two up my sleeeveeee. I'M SCREWED AND I JUST REMEMBERED WHY. oh shiznitz....

Gotta go do my homework and plan some crud out or else.....

CRUD CRUD CRUD CRUD AWW MANNNN.....>[  

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: Mya-Fallen

Owww....I have a migrane/headache. I don't know which one it is but it really aches or hurts or something. I tried to stop it by banging on the side its hurting on (left). So now that means I think I lost all conciousness of that side of my brain. Maybe it'll hurt enough for me not to have to go to school. If only such miracles happen. Tomorrow's Grad Bash for all the seniors. Lucky Pigs. I wanna go. Sucks to be a Sophomore...I don't want to be a wise fool.

I'm waiting for Alando to call. Why hasn't he called yet? He was supposed to call me back BEFORE 9:30. Weeeeeeeeeell Currently the time stands at 9:46 and counting. He's Late. What is up mannnn?

I'm so happy for him he's going to this football thing at a university. NOT quite sure what it's for but nevertheless...it must be a good thing. So I'm happy for my baby. [[^-^]]

GTG Shakespeare awaits me...yawn...Next Update..later tonite...probably gone be bout ALANDO

Been Dazed Bout Him.

Luv ya baby   [[^-^]]

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Utada Hikaru-First Love

It's report card day today. Doomsday.I hate it. I got B C+ C B+ Thats so...ugh...for me....that was my 2nd to 1st bad report card EVER. SIGHHHH. Alando did better than me. No fair. I'm gonna go and crawl in a corner later and cry myself to sleep. *sniffles* I might be alrite. We'll see. But as of now im doing good A's and B's. I dunno maybe it changed. Not to mention. That it's only the 2nd week into the new quarter. GRR I better do good.

Anywhom...What else is new. Ahh...turns out Alando is my new *PRIDE and JOY* He's mine.HA to all you people with sucky boyfriends. HA. I got the best one out there. HA. And he's got a nice body...HA HA HA. That's 3 whole HA's

Ok I'm done gloating. ((HAHAHAHAH))
Back to Gloominess...
I have 3 projects to do. A test tomorrow. Dance Auditions coming up. BoogieZone Central Act for Junior Divisions ((B.Z.C)) are coming soon too. AND I still haven't decided about whether or not I'm staying for the summer at Jersey ORRRRRR staying the whole entire year instead.

As a matter of fact, I just received a letter about which course I'm selecting and if I don't choose soon. They're giving away it away. It's sitting right here in my lap. It's a difficult choice.

IF I leave for the summer and go to Ailey Alvin. I'll have sooooo much fun but then I'll be leaving a lot of summer fun here.Plus what if I actually fall in love with it all and stay the whole year. We'll have to pay more money. ALOT ALOT more.

IF I stay for all Junior ((11th)) year of high school. I'll miss out on big chances for scholarships. AND my baby.
Right now I'm SORTA attached to him. I don't even wanna know how it'll be like without Alando for a day. Imagine. A year.

I have to choose. CHOOSE. CHOOSE. But which one? Maybe I just wont go. Nevermind. That's an idiotic choice. I'm going. Just gotta...

Choose.

I should probably get started on my Poetry File..putting it together and everything. LATERRRRRRRRRR

Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Jessica Simpson-Take my breath away

I'm writting in the journal frequently now. I'm so proud of myself. But everytime I sit down to write something I never write what i REALLY sat down to write about. So today I declare that I am going to devote myself to completely ONE topic and just WRITE about it. I wanna talk about Alando. I'm feeling....Alando-ish today.

It's been almost 3 months with us. Man I've been tryna tell him for the longest time [ok I'm exaggerating] but for a while how I REALLY feel bout him. It's such a different feeling. When I first met him it was weird. I was sorta thinking 'Man this nigga is gonna last about 2 weeks max' I liked him though but then I thought it was just an infatuated feeling. But now it's so different. I can't really explain it. It's hard. Now it's like I passed the point of just 'Yea I like him.' Now its 'Yea I like him a Shitload what are you crazy for asking?!' kinda thing. I wonder if he can tell. Would it be a good thing if he COULD tell? I don't want to be 1]Clingy 2]Obsessive and 3]Dorky  in both socially and with Alando. I wonder how he sees me. I see myself as REALLY confident...Wonder if he sees me like that.

It's starting to feel like it's just me and him only. I don't even bother with anyone or anything else. He's the only person that affects me. I can't even imagine what it would be like one day without him. It would be like a world without no music or worst.
Dance.

But you know what's worst then that. We break up because of me. Let me tell you a little background for you to understand what I mean. I used to go out with this boy Ivan. And well everything was swell. I thought I was seriously in 'love' [silly of me yes I know] Well anyways it was like about 11 months then I started to feel sort of..disgusted with him. It was like I came to my senses or something. I couldn't believe what was going on! I was just DISGUSTED. I don't know what happend one minute it was all this is the best ever I'll never feel like this. Then it was all OMIGOSH I don't want him!

Right now the feeling with Alando is different VERY different from that. I get all nervous everytime I see him or know that I'm gonna see him. I told him today but I don't think he really understood.

My heart starts to beat so fast and my breath shortens and I have to keep on taking deep breaths. Is that a normal feeling a person gets when they're gonna see someone? Maybe I'm having a pre-heart attack I'm not sure.

But anyways back to the matter at hand....I'm feeling like that again. The feeling I had with Ivan but it's pursuing 10 times more. Like getting punched softly once and then BAM getting knocked out sorta. I'm scared though what if this feeling ends just like before? I don't want it too. I feel like I can't stop smiling like my thoughts and feelings are always on air. But it's also like they're on glass. Afraid that it could shatter at anytime. It feels too good. And if it were to happen like that I don't want to feel disgust or horror or smacked in the face. I just want to know. How does he feel now.

Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Jagged Edge-What's it like? [to be in love]

Hey home fries whats happen'n!

Ok *note to self* dont say that anymore..check.

Well today was a dandy day. Yesterday was dandier. It was cold too. REal cold. Until after school. It got Hot. AND the bus came late too. The bus driver lady hates us. I mean it. She always got a nasty face on whenever she sees us come on. Maybe it was cause she knew I was gonna say Happy Valentine's day to her. Hfrmmmm. Maybe. Ok people what are we going to conversate about today? We'll start out with Matt and Jlo. (Jennifer) whats up with them? One minute its like WHOA JAY HE'S SO GREAT or WHOA JEANETTE! SHE'S CUTE! The next I feel like they wanna say to me I HATE YOU.YOU FAILED ME. (hey guys if thats what you wana say...just say it stop giving me mixed signals) I should ask them what's up. It's me to the rescue again. I have to do EVERYTHING. Hey guess what! My grades are better now! I have an A in W.H.H and another A in Weight Lifting (blah) and then ANOTHER A in English. (My Yayy class) and then a big fat C in Geometry. I'm telling you like I've been told you guys it's the teacher NOT ME. It can't be me. I'm way to smart. Like I always say. "I'm Asian"
BbL going to Wal-Mart to get socks. Yes at 9:55 at nite.

Current Mood: silly
Current Music: Petey Pablo-Freek-a-Leek

Ok dudes I'm back. Alive and KICKING. Well to the updating then shall we?

Well we'll start with...Me and Jlo's adventure to the movies. It was me,Alando, Jlo, and Matt T. It was fun getting her ready and stuff cause this was her "date" of the century. Well I tried to get her to wear my pants but she sayd NO....I dont get her but its whatever. And so we arrived at the movies. I sorta didn't feel like going cause i prefer jus Hanging Out with my homies at home. ANYWAYYYS...We got to the movies and waited awile for the tickets and such. What did we watch again?.OH yeah..Dirty Dancing Havana Nights. The movie was great for like the first few..........some thing minutes and then towards the end it got confusing. Till this day i still am wondering who the frikin hell is bast...something i forgot the name...... Jlo sat a few seats far away from me (either she wanted to tell me i smelled orrr she wanted to be alone with MATthew...i think its the first one.....i forgot my d.O..JK..or am i?) Well she was ALL over him. Making out and practically having sex with him in the seats! It was SO GROSS!! I didnt know what got into her!!!! She wasnt Jlo or Jennifer to me anymore she was JHO!. YEA RIGHT just kdding...She didn't do anything. Yes NOTHING ABSOLUTELY nothing..He was supposed to kiss her..I don't understand why they didn't do anything they were obviously attracted to each other. So it was Lando to the ResCue. He gave his cell to Matt and took my cell phone to call his and asked Matt what the hell was wrong with him cause he was losing major cool points.hahhaha. well the rescue mission didn't work anyways cause they still didn't do anything. Oh well. We got back to my house after wards (me and jlo) went outside and talked bout everything it was AWESOME MANN i love doing that kinda stuff with my bestest friend.

Next, Was when Jlo and Ingrid came to my house to CHILL. It was SO MUCH fun I don't remember EVER having that much fun in AGES. I didn't feel like a 55 year old lady anymore but i felt KIDDISH I FELT ME!!. We went swimming at the clubhouse and took along my little brother and my little sister. Man Ingrid...You scared the shiznitz out of Isabel...I will never forget the way she pulled your head underwater...*garble garble* or when we took pictures underwater.I didn't know i could hold my breath that long...then after wards we went back to my house. They cooked food. Mac & Cheese.....with hot dogs.....I didn't eat that....I ate the normal maccaroni and cheese. Gross kids. Gross. Then we went outside and made a "documentry" we threw the football around. Jlo was actually good and so was Ingrid...Me.....I kept on thinking it was a Volley ball......Strange.....I think it was the mac and cheese they cooked.....It duranged me...then we did a little dance frm the video...me and jlo...to..My band by D12....we were good...all in all IT WAS FUNNNNNNN

and now once again I'm pooped...so LATERRRRRRRRRR

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: Black Eyed Peas-Hey Mama

Well dudes...and dudettes...
I'm back. I'm making progress with Alando.*overjoyous cheer and heavenly music* FINALLY.I never thought this day was gonna come.At first he seemed so not my type a little But its ok now...I'm making progress. ahhaha....HA....Anyways...what interesting stuff happend today?....Well we took FCAT Science. WHAT ARE PLATE TECTONIC?? If they are not things you put on a soup dish........Theeeen.....THANK GOD I GOT A 75% chance now that i got the question right. HrMmmmMmm....I sprained my ankle today on the track. It was kind of silly now that you think about. Out of no where a sharp pain struck up from the bottom of my foot and i tricked it over by accident to the side. And then...I fell...Now I'm sitting with an ACE WRAP on my ankle. It feels kinda...Cool...all nice and snuggy whoo.....Excuse me...I have to sneeze....wait....ok my eyelids are getting heavier I think Ima go to sleep write more if i wake up.
LATERRR

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Maroon 5- this love

Well everything's pretty groovy now. Well ok no not really I lied. First off, this coming friday (27th) I'll have been with Alando for 1 month now. To tell the truth, I'm scared this will become some long term relationship thing or serious or whatever people wanna call it I DONT CARE. BUT, I just know I don't want it to happen. I havent seen him outside of school since we started going out. But i guess that's ok cause at our age why do we have to make an effort to see each other that badly. Right? (Kimster told me that) But still, it'd be good to see him out of school for once. I'M TO BUSY THOUGH!! I can't help it. All this Bull crap takes up all my time.Ok its not bullcrap but you know what I mean. He thinks he can work with my schedule...HA my ASIAN butt! NO GUY HAS EVER WORKED AROUND MY SCHEDULE. I'm gonna just wait for the day where he says he can't take it anymore to come. It'll happen. I don't think I would be that hurt. Happens all the time.Why the does he think he can though?Hrmm What a champ.But who knows maybe he can we'll see. You know what my friend Ashley said to me yesterday? She said "Jay..you're really shallow.I'm sorry but you really are."Well.She could of said it nicer. But I guess I'll admit it. I'm shallow as hell (thanks liz you trained me well ahahha) Well..I wouldn't want to be with someone starting to look like a scrub or something....I'd drop him. But not like that I'll give him hints and shit so he can fix his flaw or whatever.I don't know why but it just makes me really uncomfortable. Looks don't mean everything but still! He's at least gotta have an understanding of matching and clothing or SOMETHING. Did I say all of that? It sounds.Not me..Hmm..Update in a year ahha GYMNASTICS are calling bye ^^

Current Mood: devious
Current Music: 112-Hot & Wet

Back again!

Anyways...where was I?..ahh yes.. cookies.

He ate it 
I hesitated
He didnt die
Cool.....

Oh yea and the resolution...like my bus driver..she looks lonely (and in need of a fashion coordinator...who wears pink fuzzy boots with an orange shiny shirt? i dunno..old people these days.) I was going to say "Ma'am have a good Valentine's day" but what if she has no one to spend it with? therefore i would have probably done some damage to her.

Tomorrow's my friends Roxanne's birthday. I dont know if i should get her gift for her then give it to her at school. Or at her party? Well the many dramas of my life...

My grades are going up. I think. Is a 1% increase an improvement? Let's hope so. Cause I'm proud of it. English II is crazy thank god I didnt stay in Honors if I did I don't think I would have a B as i do now but an F. I'm lazy, I procastinate, I don't like getting up my butt to open a book, what did you expect me to be Einstein? PUH-lease I'm a teenager...As of now I have all B's and one C pretty good for lazy me.

The C belongs to geometry. I thought i understood the concept of math pretty good after I got out of Informal Geometry. Turns out I didnt.

Either that or my teacher is just a bad teacher. He lectures pretty good but when it comes to actually teaching. He sucks. He's going to be the death of my grade.

I think I'm gonna be a garbage woman when i grow up. Start a brand new revolution. Show the men women can do dirty work too. You think thats a good idea?....HA I won't even walk in grass in fear of a green stain on the bottom of my black pants. Yea maybe one day.Maybe.

Well thats all from me now...I have homework to do. I just dont remember what exactly. But I'll find out. I'm asian. We do that kind of thing changed my mood and changed my music. Till laterrr.....^_^

Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: J-kwon-Tipsy

Time to update....its been a while....hrmrm well let's start with the RECENT things first. For instance...Valentines Day. To be honest, I'm not a fan of Valentines day. I mean what's so great about it? Not alot.....one day where your bf or gf gives you gifts or say some mushy silly things to you jus cuz its "in the moment" BAH-HUMBUG to Valentines day...now dont get me wrong I'm not a lonely person here...I have a boyfriend..a real one too [I didnt buy him off line or anything ..*cough **Dani** cough*]..-_-...Alando Taylor...pretty cool guy...still can't TALK TALK to him yet but i'm getting there. Anywho...he gave me a nine west watch and i baked him cookies (idea by kimster and a-my) they looked like crap but they tasted good I used my cousins as test subjects haha. It was the most heartful thing I ever did. But what about the ppl witout someone to spend it with! I feel bad for them...New Resolution....Spend time with the loveless.....

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: K-ci & Jojo-All my life

well...it was a very....INTER-resting day. Our school had a "take away the boys hearts" thing for valentines day. Last year i retrieved a total of 15 hearts. I retrieved 4 this year. Either i 1)look hideous this year (i say so because as i arrived at 2nd hour even the most less attractive girl of my class managed to scrape up 3 hearts) 2.)i have a boyfriend (but what does this matter? i had one last year too...) or 3.)i had something stuck in my teeth when i was talking. Now all i wanna kno is which one it is.

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: britney spears-toxic